Saturday, December 1, 2012

Turning Away

There's just a lot of stories to tell but a limited time to do it, so many feelings to express yet so little courage to write. Today, I had deleted the shadows of my past in this blog. I had to start anew, celebrate a love I will always have. Perhaps the past may not be forgotten totally but it will just be a memory less remembered. There's a lot of people to thank for because of what I am and what I have right now. I will remain strong and I will forever cherish the people that I have in my life. Perhaps, turning my back away from the past is not a bad idea after all for what I have and what I am is far much better than what I was way back then. The past is like a thief in the night. There are times that I remember it but somehow, it makes me smile. At times,I remember how I had been. Pretty stupid but yet, I learned from that stupidity. However, that stupidity saved me from a lifetime misery, I guess. Now, I must say that perhaps being stupid for once was the best thing that ever happened to me. For that was the time when I met someone I never knew would give me love, I never asked for. Well, it is true then! We always turn our back from the past because we look forward to something better. My heart goes to the person who made me forget the pain of loving, the person who made me realize that there's no harm in trying again, the person who makes me smile even in my deepest sorrow, the person who makes my heart beat like there's no tomorrow, the person who I want to be with for the rest of my life. I will forever be grateful for having you, RLRB...♥♥♥