Saturday, November 24, 2012

Love With A Little Decency

11-02-2012 -- How can a mind overruled by the heart tell what's right and what's wrong? How can a wicked heart tell what is true and what is not? How can a person filled with mixed emotions tell what is proper and what is just? How can a heart filled with so much love tell what is ethical and what is decent... 11.01.10 - My righteous self was tested by fate and time. I went to church to pray for the souls of those who part, that they may reach the portals of never ending happiness. I went to church with someone dear. Sitting next to him, I just wanna forget the reality. On our way out, we passed by the portals of the Cebu Metropolitan Church. It was a cozy, little place and very conducive to relaxation. We sat like we were like the people on the other benches, I bet they were lovers. At that moment, I just wanna be by his side till the stars bursts its light and until the sun shines in the horizon. I just wanna feel the beat of his heart (even if I can't tell for whom it was), all I want to do is lay in his arms like a little baby. When emotions drift you away to its highest point, when the heart reaches its focal point, when feeling meet its mutual point, no one can ever tell what is real, what is true, what is right and what is just. We were in the midst of savouring our STOLEN MOMENTS, when the church guard approached us..."Maam, bawal magsandig2"...OMG, I was melting like ice and I know I was as red as hellboy at that time...but, composure dear...I smiled and sat properly...GREAT!!! Perhaps, the church guard was right... We were sitting in fronr of a holy place and maybe we were not decent enought to look at (or perhaps nagsuya2 lng si kuya guard)...but how would we know? Or maybe it was a wake-up call that it wasn't really just right...that everything is a fake...Emotions and a wicked heart should never alter the capacity og the brain to tell what is decent and what is right. There's a difference between truth, love, and decency. There are things that are decent but it's not the truth and it's not with love. There are times that the truth may not be decent and it may kill love. And love may not be decent but it will always be the truth. What is ours then? It's for you to tell which is which...

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